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Co-depressive: Shared suffering is still suffering. 

At that time it was not possible for me to carry everything and finally I found myself in a whirlpool of endless darkness, which would accompany me for months to come. Even after the separation, the intense moments and helplessness I suffered did not let me sleep. At night the thoughts "What could I have done better? Why didn't I see that coming? Why wasn't it possible for me to put a stop to this?" The lack of helpfulness of different institutions in my eyes at that time also contributed to the fact that I could not process what I had experienced so easily and put it aside.